Promise

There are certain aspects when I look at myself that I hate. You always know whats there looking back at you but you run and hide from it, avoiding the unavoidable. I look at pictures of before, then, and now and I see exactly what I started with almost four years ago only grown up and matured. I hate it. I hate every aspect of what I see. I dont want to do this again and I wont do that again, I'll just have to do it differently. Tis the season to make changes. Im older and at an age where I shouldnt look to others to fix my insecurities. I'll fix them myself and turn out happier. If I look at myself and hate what I see than why run away and not fix the problem?