Haha how old this picture is. I honestly am unsettled (?) by my appearance. My hair is much shorter now and is only in the process of going even shorter.
I have noticed that there is a distinct notification when people "come into their own" (at least that is what I call it.) When they are no longer searching in their teen years for that right look, no longer swaying between what they know they are and what they want to be. They just woke up one day and all of a sudden are. Not doubted, not unsure, it is something so natural that you seem to think that it always should have been.
I wonder when my time will come. I wonder if I have already passed this transitional stage and have came into who I am and am left unsatisfied. I wonder if that is the same for everyone. I wonder some days if I am even the same face in a mirror, in a picture.
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